sometimes i think 'why god made me and took me on the earth? i never asked him to made me and to gave so many problems. why dont he just take my soul from my body? so i can live in a new life which is peaceful" but thought, there are so many people care with me, love me, and wont let me die because of a thing called problem.
i did read a great quote which is always sounding in my mind if i am having a problem that makes me want to give up and surrender "if you dont want to get a problem, you can come to the grave and please join with a dead bodies" so, it means in this life we will always get a problem but no one knows when. but we musnt surrender because a life that has no problem is a life that a dead bodies live in.
soooooooooooo, live your life and enjoy it!