firstly, i want to tell you some stories about my old lovelife before i tell you about my lovelife that i build now. first time i got a boyfriend when i was on the 6th grade of elementary school. i guess you will think ''is that not too young for being a girlfriend and for having a relationship?" and if i were you, i definitely will ask the same thing. okay, i realized that i was too young to have a relationship, but i think, that experience would change my life even not a quick change. my first relationship wasnt too great. then i broke up with my boyf (atm) after having a 3months relationship. i thought it was okay if i have broken up with him, because i knew that he wasnt a thing that i needed. well my ex was my classmate and my bestfriend helped me to got closer with him (before having a relationship). and after that, i became a 'not stable' girl. i was so easy to fall in love and so easy to forget it. and i thought that i have to get a boyfriend immediately, no matter what. than i had a relationship 3 times before i met arga. then i met kenny, my old classmate on a 'bimbel' and he became my 2nd boyf after my 1st. my relationship was only for 18 days. since 5 days before he broke me up, he closed any contacts with me. he didnt want to answer if i called him. i didnt want to reply my messages. oh what a 'great' boy?! i felt so sad after we've broken up. i cant forgot him, i always thought about him. oh god, it was so hurting me, hurting me deeper and deeper each day. i cant forgot him for almost 3months. but, what so ever with him. i became a girl who hates him and until now i still hate him so much! i dont know why, i have been forgotten with 'my and his story' but i still cant accept him in my life now. he's a girl murderer whoa what so ever. and after that, i fell in love with a boy named ryan. but i realized that i didnt love him as well as he did. so i decided to broke him up. months gone, i fell in love with my senior in elementary school named sandy. but officially, i havent had a relationship with him. but me and him decided being in a relationship eventhough he never asked me to be his girl. but my stories with him werent so good, then we broke up. oh god what should i do? those words were sounding in my mind everytime. then i accepted not to think about boy and relationship anymore. just let it flow like a river.
and then, i knew a boy named arga from msn. i know its ridiculous, but whats the matter? his full name is arga aditya, he's schoolling at alazhar pusat. he's the most gorgeous boy i ever met and known. at first, i thought that he was only a friend and he was just like another boys that i know. but i was wrong. i realized that he's different than the others. he was so comfortable to be with. i loved to chat with him until morning time, staying up with him. ofcourse i loved to talk with him. he made me tell everything. he made me laughed when im on a problem. i realized that he's kind, handsome, funny, and so friendly. also he becomes so comfortable to be with. i knew that i needed him to be more than just a friend. i want to be the one that always hear his story, i want to be the one who always make him smile, i want to be with him and just like that. on july 30th 2008, he came to my house, he asked me to be his girl, then i accepted him as my boyf and accepted myself as his girl. until now, he is still my boyf. we have been together for almost a year but officially for almost 8months. i love arga so much. as much as i can. we have been through so many problems. and i love to be with him.
i love you sayang.
ps: take a good things, throw the bads, byebye.