thoughts

actually i dont even know what to write. my mind is full with some unreal thoughts. i think, the hardest thing in this world is "face the reality and truth"
as a 14 years teenager, i know that i just need to do anything that is match with my age. but all my things are really "more than my capacity as a teenager" anything, everything, seems so hard to be done. sometimes, i feel like i cant stand on this life anymore, tears roll down my face and my heart feels pain, so painful. hhh.......what am i supposed to do god? could you please help me? and answer all my prayers? please.....