ALFI

Hello guys, this is marsha writing again. however, i may not start writing blog again because i got a hell lot things to do lately. How do you do guys? for me, i do really great! i feel so complete and content. been wondering about this post's title? yap. Alfi is a name of a guy that has stolen my heart for about 6 months. he is just great and perfect for me. he healed the wounds that i kept inside of me. he is making me happy all the time. i might tell you more about this guy but im so lazy to share with you guys because i only want this boy for myself. haha. see ya.
AAAAAAAAA KANG******EN

confusion

yep. confudus spell has been surrounding me lately. i dont know whether or not i ought to surrender. but one thing that i know the most is; if it is meant to be, it will be :-)

caving in?





caught

hey bloggie, been missing you. i am now currently a junior in my high school, one more year. and...the real life will begin. i just want to tell you several things that happened/happen to me. firstly, i am in love with someone whom i never thought i would fall in love with. he is someone who caught and been trapping my heart like a prisoner. secondly, i got lucky because i have my 70bestfriends from LKS2010. we've been through so many things together. you cant imagine. third, i got accepted for the national selection for abroad student exchange. been longing for USA already. and, i've got my igcse results that was quite disappointing but back then i thanked God i still got some As. and now, im just struggling for AS/A-level and UAN and scholarship.

how 'bout you bloggie?
xoxoM

Hm.

Hai.

Gue kangen sama lo.

Itu lo yg dulunya sahabat gue.. Sering loh gue ngerasa kaya gini, tapi gue gapernah ngomong ke lo. Padahal dulu lo selalu ngajak gue ngobrol, kadang pas banget di saat gue lagi bosen atau butuh orang buat ngomong. Lo hampir selalu ada. Sedih gue, sekarang lo udah punya temen2 baru. Gue liat sih lo seneng2 aja sama mereka. Ya gue sih nyesuaiin diri aja.

Serba salah gue mau cerita ke siapa... Kayanya ga ada yang bakal ngerti. Gue kangeeeennnnnnn cerita2 ke lo. Lo itu temen cerita yang enak buat diperdengarkan cerita2 gue, lo ngerti kalo lo cuma hrs dengerin aja soalnya kadang2 gue ga perlu saran atau komentar atau nasehat, yg gue perlu cuma ngeluarin unek2nya aja biar lega.

Hai, lo nyadar tidak ini buat lo? Gue tau lo gabakal tau. Lo bukan orang yg bisa tau sesuatu dengan sendirinya. Emang sih udah dari kelas 8 juga kita udah ga sedeket sebagaimana mustinya. Cuma yg gue harap, seengganya lo masih inget tentang kita, lo masih nyimpen sesuatu yg pernah gue kasih ke lo. Cukup sekali ini aja ah gue posting tentang ini, nanti takut ketauan orangnya siapa hehehe bye~

(copied from saras's blog)

this is what i call a real bestfriend.

@fannonnaf: Baca blognya @aghniamarsha god I miss seeing you two both together but time pass people change sha come on baby I know you can do better :)

Here the thing.

As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change. . . I will always keep falling in love with you.
-Karen Clodfelder

LOVE

"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two."
-St. Augustine from the movie Captain Corelli's Mandolin

thursday

okay hello people, im writting by now and being accompanied by my mom and brothers. hah i just dont know what to share here but i really want to share something to you guys though you wont even read this kind of writing.

listen, i am so happy now. i can tell you all the stories but i just wont. but i promise i will tell you everything someday :)

10:40 PM

okay im writing again here hope you wont be bored with this unnecessary things of mine. just watched fame dvd and i thought i would be great but in fact i didn't really get the climax which was supposed to be so tremendously thrilling. but i got the points which the director wanted audiences to get, yeah it is like a fame is totally not anything to your life, also we have to be thankful and grateful for what we've got without cutting of our passions to be the best in our lives. i don't know why, dealing with maturity is completely a hard thing to do and it often breaks me down each time i want to raise myself up (because there is no one left). life is also so unexpected for me. it really has its own surprises each second went by but the hard thing to deal is how do we get prepared for every surprises ahead of us? the answer will be different to each person, definitely. all i wanna say is also; it is hard for me to adapt with high school environment, really is and still. uh sometimes i just want to shut those mouths which keep shouting and babbling around talking about shits and stuffs. i just don't like it and yeah they have to know that they should be good to everyone, NOT to everyone they only know. ah i wish i could do stuffs i wanna do to them, life would be so good, indeed. i also hate someone or everyone who likes to steal their friend's friends. uuuh i wish i could slap or yell at them even once, i would be so proud of myself because one thing that they should have considered since centuries is "they are not as good as the think they are and there must be someone or somebody hates them because of their own behaviors" okay i know that true friend stabs you in the front, hell yeah i really know that but what can i do? i really don't wanna be a cower but back then again they just such have a spell to everyone so it could make them look cool or even gorgeous and fabulous or everything they want to be. also i really hate someone who will only act as a good buddy if they are in need of something their friends have. oh if killing people is legal, maybe they who do that thingy are the first ones i would like to kill. oh but no, i am not that sarcastic and this is just my emotion but about shits i hate, there are so true you could never imagine about how true it is. i wish they are wealthy enough to buy a mirror, really!!! they have to take off their masks and start to tell everyone who they really are.

okay this post might have been such a waste but i think i worth it so see ya readers i want to sleep. bye. goodnight.

for a moment.

hey, me back again but doesnt mean that i'll be writing again. i saw a boredom so i decided to write a post here. well the last time i wrote might be months ago and as you could see my previous posts arent a writtings but only a re-posted post. hmm where do i start? okay about me life past couple months. yeah im doing good now. dealing with so many stuffs and things. still surrounded by people who love me (or maybe not them all do). im a single now for almost 6 months and as sure as hell im okay without a boyfriend. and yeah im now officially a 15 year old girl who is trying to deal with maturity (you know thats not easy) umm, what else should i write? got nothing more. okay bye.
breathtaking moments. no need to wonder why, just read.
i was dying, so sure.
another one; http://duasatudua.blogspot.com/2009/01/30-januari-2009.html
i dont know why

i am now crying reading this

RE-POST

i am re-posting my previous post on Tuesday, March 17, 2009; you know who was i on that time.

i know you dont love me as much as i do, but i'll always do. i know you dont miss me as deep as i do, but i'll always do. i know you dont need me as much as i do, but i'll always do.

you know, i love you more than anything because you are my everything
No sé qué decir. y no sé cómo se siente verte sufrir esta vida. Oh, querida ...

Espero que la vida te trata especie,
Y espero que usted tiene todo lo que has soñado
Y te deseo la alegría y la felicidad
Pero por encima de todo esto, i wish you love.

JavaRockingLand 2009!

halloooo, waktu itu kan gue nntn jrl tuh yg tgl 8 nya ahaha abis itu serudeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh
oke lgsg aja ya nih foto2 pas JRL ♥ pertama kan gue datengnya sm abang gue berdua doang, abis itu ketemuan sm andra sm nadira di parkiran hahahha -__-



abis itu kan nntn the sigit, endank soekamti, sm rif abis ituuuu ketemu sm sahabat2ku di smp dan sampai selamanya (AMIIIIN) si fanny dan adhiiine uhuhu kangen bgt sm mereka ♥





abis itu kan kita nunggu di mana tuh di depan stage utama biar nntn secondhand serenade nya enak hehe abis itu di telfon sm arga soalnya dia udh sampe di JRL (dtgnya ngaret bgt huaaah) yaudah kan ke segarra ketemuan abis itu nntn secondhand deeeeh berdua sm arga ♥



abis itu ketemuan deh sm tmn2 arga (which are my friends too) abis itu istirahat duduk2, mau beli minuman sm makanan males bgt soalnya rameeee gak ngira2 yaudah deh jdnya foto2 aja hehe :p



abis itu kan ada mr. big tuuuuh, finally yg di tunggu2 dtg juga. di kadwalnya hrsnya mrka show jam 1 tapi gatau kenapa malah jam 11 hehehe asiiik. pas opening act, gila itu tanah sm gempa gara2 musiknya dahsyat bgttttttt





abis itu kan pulang krna udh di jemput, gila itu gue sm abang gue jalan kaki dari pantai carnaval ke arah luar gitu smpe bunderan ancol, kaki mau copoooooooot, tpi gpp deh hehhe

mostly, slama di JRL gue sm arga trs hehe kangen bgt hampir 2bulan gaketemu uhuhu, thanks for the gorgeous night bey, i love you so much :*


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